Day 13 Prayer

Day 13

Mid point Prayer

Father God! You are worthy so worthy of my praise!

I exalt you above every name Lord God! Above my own, above the love self-esteem, above frustration....above it all! There are so many names that we give power too...soooo many names that we give authority too, and it dishonors your very presence! I walked around last night tryn to calculate my next steps, and I really heard you tell me just let go...just submit to the process, stop planing every move...God I don't know how to do that at all!

Analyzing this makes me feel safe. I don't want to mess up again

I really don't.

By your GRACE my weakness is made strong!

By your GRACE this process is complete, by your GRACE I am merely a tool to be used.

I don't want to be like those people who just give positive messages and act like it's so easy...the process is hard!

Why act like it's easy when it's not. Dying to this stuff is hard!

I pray for every person whose eyes may ever read one sentence of this blog! Lord our issues are not the same, but your grace and mercy is, and I ask that you meet the need instantly! That your comfort will instantly be felt!

I pray for my friends who have supported me, who know where my hear is...who know what my intentions are. thank you for friends with wisdom, and the thirst that is as deep as my own. Bless them over and over! I thank you for my mentors, who help me stand up in the word. They give hard word to chew, but I thank you for using them as your microphone.

I lift up every thing we have been focusing on these past few days.

Seeing you in every part of who I am God, is part of me daily seeking you!

Thank you for the process!

I pray for my old friend. I ask that you remove anger, fear, and frustration that lingers...I still lift the list to you...I still lift the sacrifice to you.

My prayer once again God

Psalm 25 (The Message)

Psalm 25

A David Psalm

^1-2 My head is high, God, held high; I'm looking to you, God;

No hangdog skulking for me.

³ I've thrown in my lot with you;

You won't embarrass me, will you?

Or let my enemies get the best of me?

Don't embarrass any of us

Who went out on a limb for you.

It's the traitors who should be humiliated.

⁴ Show me how you work, God;

School me in your ways.

⁵ Take me by the hand;

Lead me down the path of truth.

You are my Savior, aren't you?

⁶ Mark the milestones of your mercy and love, God;

Rebuild the ancient landmarks!

⁷ Forget that I sowed wild oats;

Mark me with your sign of love.

Plan only the best for me, God!

⁸ God is fair and just;

He corrects the misdirected,

Sends them in the right direction.

⁹ He gives the rejects his hand,

And leads them step-by-step.

¹⁰ From now on every road you travel

Will take you to God.

Follow the Covenant signs;

Read the charted directions.

¹¹ Keep up your reputation, God;

Forgive my bad life;

It's been a very bad life.

¹² My question: What are God-worshipers like?

Your answer: Arrows aimed at God's bull's-eye.

¹³ They settle down in a promising place;

Their kids inherit a prosperous farm.

¹⁴ God-friendship is for God-worshipers;

They are the ones he confides in.

¹⁵ If I keep my eyes on God,

I won't trip over my own feet.

¹⁶ Look at me and help me!

I'm all alone and in big trouble.

¹⁷ My heart and kidneys are fighting each other;

Call a truce to this civil war.

¹⁸ Take a hard look at my life of hard labor,

Then lift this ton of sin.

¹⁹ Do you see how many people

Have it in for me?

How viciously they hate me?

²⁰ Keep watch over me and keep me out of trouble;

Don't let me down when I run to you.

²¹ Use all your skill to put me together;

I wait to see your finished product.

²² God, give your people a break

From this run of bad luck.